The “Next” Question

Next is out there, somewhere.

When asked by my supervisor,  “What do you want to do next?” I not only had no answer but told my supervisor I was happy to not ask myself about “next.”

I spent a lifetime driven by “next,” and I currently want nothing more than to remain steady and content with who, where, and exactly what I am.

To be honest, I may be afraid to ask the “next” question. I am nauseous about who or what might escape when ‘want’ or ‘need’ pull focus. I hypothesize that at this exact moment “next” has little to do with work.

The answer to my  “next” lies in discovering the unknowns created through a focus on relationships and saying hello to dreams.

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